there are a few questions that keep repeating in my head,
can i finish it?
will i complete my assessment?
am i able to maintain my work like ever?
have i finish my history, communication studies and exhibition?
will i have to come back for summer school due to my attendance?
CAN CANNOT? YES OR NO?
all thanks to the assessment once again. i dun deny i feel stress looking at my classmates work. 5days a week to and fro to KK Hospital and General Hospital and doing housework on and off has already taken half of my time. :( my mum's health is really not in gd condition and i can see getting slimmer and slimmer... my heartaches whenever i see my mum and i know im seriously guilty each time i yell at her. but who will know how i feel?
mummy get well soon.
heh. i've dozens of pics from HUE-da's web cam to be uploaded, but my golden fingers are like disobeying me. lol. maybe i shall update it tonight or what-so-EVER! lol! anyway Body Shop new Vitamin E serum cream is damn nice can :) it is to be applied before moisturizing cream to prevent skin from aging in time and aso giving more moisture and vitamins to ur skin :D heh dun mind trying it yup! affordable and gd.
on a total irrelevance, resident evil is such a let down(as to compared with with resident evil1) and ya like i havent watch BALLS OF FURY. arghh. ok i know mr bf is nt going read but i hope he can dl it for me =\
to be updated........
-reminding myself to meet 163cm.................. oh yes! like finally!


these imgs are dedicated to 'mei mei hen bao' says she cannot see my hair clearly. LOL. aiyo anyhow i miss u dearly(except your smelly feet). i know u must be worrying about ur id.. im sure u can! yes u can do it yes we CAN! (:
and i just came across lijuan's blog about the school lift. like wth. hah! i simply hate the sch lifts leh! so slow, so retarded so 'lame'(hah! reminds me of kenneth... hah i better stop talking about him already.LOL) anyway im glad to hear that u have been doing ur work well this time. =) anyway, monday is frans birthday! and we gonna help him celebrate his birthday. heh. anyone wanna join our class?
speaking about frans, i always have this sympathy for him. i know he has low iq, i can see him strangling really hard for his interior work. sometimes i pity him, but on the other hand, i hope he will understand we have our own stuff to manage too. i know it is nasty to ignore his sms-es and calls, but i really got tons of work to finish at home. though he maybe old, slow, but i can see he is trying. and i hope this time round he will be able to graduate with us. i have heard alot of stuffs of what actually happened to him while he was with the previous batch of yr3s. sighs. there are people who learn slower than people like us, they are people who need help like we do too, why cant we just lend our helping hands and move on together. whats the point of saying those meaningless things behind him? why dun we just move on hand in hand? i always believe to help the others because i know one day i may need help, a listening pair of ears, a shoulder to lean on. don't despise people because of their appearance. we may crack jokes of the others, but our class still love each other someway or another. we are friendly competitors, classmates, bestfriends. =) we are one big family!

hehh. one and only class photo with him!
from top Left: Ain, Meijie, Me, Reuben, Nurul, Ray, Mabel, Shy, MISS YUhao, Yanling, Shuting, Angel, Tea, Frans, Shangming, Ahlong, Sharon, Wangfei
gdbye donkey oinkie. btw, anyone knows has my blog song?


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i had my hair c.u.t off again.
im getting so upset over somethings which has been bothering me.. sighs. nvm. anyway my mum is soon undergoing her chemotheraphy soon and gd news is she will be fine probably ardound new year! yup. :) hehe. *big grins*
im getting stress over my school work. i dunno what is happening to me after the day i was hospitalise, my bones are getting lazy. arg! i wanna put in more than 100% of my effort, but im really really very restless. i must study well in order to have a gd job in future. mmm.. so ya......
i better stick my ass on my chair doing autocad before i start whining all over again!
anyway i miss my 163cm friend sharon so much! hah(:
sometimes i wonder if too much of a help makes one become over relying on us.......