first my dad.
when u dun pay a single bloody cents to this entire family, let the room to my mum. you ask her to sleep in the living room sofa? i bet you don't have any humane feelings. mum gave u the entire room for your useless-hobby which at the very first place shouldnt be yours. you kept telling us how important your oh so hobby of cutting stupid newspaper is worth money? cum on, you love gambling till u need to do such stuff? i dun see u earning twice or even more the amount that u gamble on? or should i say wasting it on solely on gambling but woman? when i see a beggar in the streets, i pity them, moreover a lady whom you once love. fuck it.
then my ignorant sister.
i love my sister. i really love her. but to a certain extent of her actions and attitude which made my siblings and mum fallen out with her. she cannot accept any single facts of her faults and wrongs. why? i dont see the point? some people say you because they want you to change, we love you so we care, if not we can simply forget about your existence. stop telling your friends that you 'think' you are not my mum's biological daughter because ur selfish mind tells you she dont love u. comeON, i love you doesnt need to be express directly on your face. you ought to look on the whole situation whether you are right or wrong. you are 26, change upteen times of job, divorced, lazy for half of the time, doing nth for half of your life and mum give u allowance whenever she sees you broke. and your understanding of doing housechores simply sucks. i guess a guy can do a miliion times better than you.
i swear i gonna burst out soon and i've been neglecting my bf recently. i don't have a singly minute to breathe, a second to rest.
