i've just received a news that i have always fear. the day has come again. everything will not be fine for me. i can't smile like i just too anymore. my brain is not working, my heart is aching. dont question me for now because i know i will tear upon repeating the same news i heard.
i'm gg to be away for a long time. i hope i will cope well for my studies, otherwise i'll stop school for year3 and continue when time is right.
mummy, everything will b fine.
god, make miracles happen and give me strength to go through all this.