its the 9th of july and exactly 14 days later will be the official school opening. *yawnns* lol. i still remember i used to be eager to go to school during sec sch days. Schooling was ever so fun when i was in Bowen. i came from a notorious class which no teacher even wanted to teach us at all and for each subject, we change up to 4 teachers every month or every week. LOL. especially History and mathematics. hah! because of this wild and united class spirit, we chase away teachers, make them cry and even quit teaching as a career. haha. see how insane we're. lol. i guess without 1G to 2H I'll never understand how much happy moments i had there.
i vividly remember a guy called Clarence from my class whose parents sell abalone as a family business. lOL. the relief teacher separate all of us into groups of 5. As the group members were chosen by HER, we hated her. lol! so childish i know.. .. but its fun! hah! aftermath, she gave us transparency to draw some pictures. so Clarence drew a female private part in-detail and flashed it on the OHP. the female relief teacher cried and ran off. and i feel so bad reminiscing the past right now. we must have hurt them badly. ... and the teacher i wanna expressed my gratitude was to Mrs Loi, a teacher who never fail to give us false hope. A wonderful teacher who love us so much which we have never stand in her shoe before. For all i know, she left the school when i was in Sec2 due to her family problem. I guess she was filing for a divorce of something. sighs. Without her, i'll never grow. never.
and i always believe in falling before I learn. And i always learn after i lose something. why? I've disappointed Mrs Li who pinned high hopes on me entering a JC. and the last word she gave me when she saw my results was, 'Joanne, dun be upset, you're still the best and you can do it..'
but i doubt so. was i naive to just follow my dreams which i dont even know if it will become my future sole income. what if i fail.... what if....
