randoms in class to Fairy Hill Pt.

that eerie area we're proposing for a hotel.

oh i tell u going to Fairy Hill point was like so damn freaking annoying. firstly, we met with a taxi driver who totally ruined our journey there. sharks. he actually kept insisting to ask us to drop down at the Changi Golf centre when we tell the exact area we wanna head to. so wad if it is peak hr? it doesn't mean you don't fetch us to a destination you think it is wasting ur time. zz. wth right? i cant imagine if the whole spore actually give this kinda of sucky services. ew. but anyway, we met a really nice uncle after which. oh, god bless. so ya, the place is full of mosquito bites. z. hate it! and its pretty eerie but 'its ok'(with Simpson's Homers voice). hah! *go! go! go! jump! jump! jump! rest! rest! rest! ok enough with simpson.

so yup we went all the way up and step right in front of the building. hah. took shots around(dun wanna waste our bloody trip). saw a pretty cute rooster flying. lol! :\ so yup, the journey was so NOT FUN at all. moreover, the army smell in the bus makes so 'awake'. lol. and so i didnt took much pics of us. and im oh so slpy now........ the wallpaper and A1 size butter papers made my hands feel so numb.

why oh why i cant the pics? msn is down?

oh i love them so much! http://miaheatfan20.imeem.com/video/Ir3YkCWF/the_simpsons_movie_spiderpig_full_version/

Randoms.

woah. i have receive majority of my project brief for term 1. one word as usual, -stress- lol. by hook or by crook we've to finish it by 7 wks. oh, sometimes i wonder if the sch ever thought of the amount of workload they give? kenneth always says it is very minium. arh wadever. lol. i can see that kenneth expect alot from his students. dead shit. hoohoo. lol. well, every teacher has their own style of teaching and perhaps we just have to adopt his new style of teaching. heh.


yup, nth much to blog anyway, cos life right now is abt school. and i watched simpson movie ytd. hah! damn funny! i love the spider pig. lol. lame but i like. lol. anyway i kind of find it hard to adapt in this new class im in probably because i've tone down lately due to some problems and i feel like...... very tired to bring myself speaking to the others. zz. hah. ray, lili, meijie, ahlong, yuhao and i went to have suki sushi just now for lunch, -burpburp- so damn full because we'd buffet. but kind of wasting money. lol!

okie i wanna catch some beauty slpppP! tmr's another presentation for kenneth, bless me!

my heart is so heavy today. mum is going to the hospital tonight. i dunno wad the results would b, but im afraid of seeing her tears. yeye, bless her.

i've been happy with my friends this few days because i dun wanna them to worry for me and ytd while me and mabel was in orchard, i miss her while i saw this family. just now when i was young. and now, i see wrinkles and white hairs in her, i feel like so...... (i cant describe how it feels)

i want to see my mum seeing me getting married with my own family and children. i want.

HELLO NAFA!!!!

z.

sch is starting tmr. how time flies? its been 4 month time since i started using my rotten computer skills. zz. hmm. anyway i saw mabel and esther inside the intership challange at channel U commercial break already. hhe. walau mabel look damn dark and her chinese. LOL! ahha. ok. so i checked out for u, it will be at wed 9.30pm ok :) hehe. stay tuned! \

so it gonna be a long post today, u can click [x] if u find u didnt like it.

so yup, i've been staying at home this wkend. was not in mood to go out at all and on the other hand i can help my mum whenever she needs help. so while i was surfing the internet, i found out a blog(the lady from nafa). she is rich, she is driving at mini cooper at our current age, she has tons and tons of gucci, lv, burberry, ect bags and stuffs. she has beautiful renovated room, big hses, new softwares/hardwares, filthy rich bf who changes car endlessly, everything brand new, fashionable and trendy. but she doesnt have a important character that we normal people who strive for our goals have, independency. thats what money cant buy. even though i've to do hsechores everyday and my hands are not beautiful, it doesnt matters to me. because one day when u feel like using ur bare hands to help ur mum she may never be with you. even when she leaves me, i know she is confident enough to know that im independent enough to do what i want to do and most importantly knowing that i will take gd care of myself.

for the greatest regrets in my life i shld say is i fail to do well in my o lvls. i've been performing really well in secondary days, but some how life changes during the period of time i stepped into a new relationship in secondary 5. i was so upset with my results that i cry in my rm myself each day. so yup, i didnt study as hard as i did and my result wasnt as idealistic as i thought it would be. everyone is disappointed, even my teachers. what upset me the most is my mum. i didn't have to pay so much just to study an interior sub. in fact it was all my fault for not listening to her then. my dream is to study architecture and now, im studying interior. but since i've chosen this path, i have to continue and i know in my yr3 i will definately be lack all the way behind. even though my parents dislike me taking art as a career, i just bravely bare with every comments they give me.

and if my furniture will to be exibited in this coming furniture exibition i hooe my friends and my love will be there and that will be enough! my parents or family has never ever appear for any of my exibition since i started my very first art exibiton in primary 1. i always hope to see them appearing in front of me but nope. my mum is a workholic, my daddy doesnt bother, my siblings were young then and are all busy with their current work. even when i won gold in any swimming competition or altheletic competition, i never fail to see 2 empty seats in front of me. i so i threw away every medals i receive because it is all so meaningless to me. my childhood friends tease me that im a orphan but i dun care. when i get top in class in secondary school, my parents say because academic class pple less intelligent so im able to get it easily. the second and third time i got first, i stayed at home whole day to wait for them. but they didnt even bother to ask abt my results. even though all this upsets me but its ok right, i have still walk this far :) so if i can make it for this exibiton, im happy enough to be chosen inside. even if im not im fine, because the others are like really really good man!

i hope there will be 'something' to pull me back once again. i fear for new challenges ahead of me. hmm..

its good to vent everything out here. in case some unlucky ones gets my taste of frustration..... hmm?

and loved to,
my dearest honey
sharon
lijuan
ray
cecelia
wenli
huiling
niza
caff
daniel
MABEL. (lol. new one)

im happy to have all of u ard. i may not be voicing out to some of you guys directly but you guys has given me that greatest concern which i needed the most. i will cope well and i will. whether i can do it or not, i gonna make it happen! life. ............................................... will be better tmr.

i'm FUCKING not right. REALLY NOT RIGHT. EVERYTHING IS NOT GG ITS WAY.

im running high fever now, with seriously sore throat.
my fucking bill is 150 this MONTH. fuck it.
the days i've to hospital is a 9am to 4pm LESSON TIME. OUT OF ALL DAYS WHY????????
my bank is freaking POOR.
I'VE TONS OF HSEWORK TO DO.
I'VE TO FACE NEVER ENDING STRESS IN SCHOOL!
I HAVE TO STOP MY CAR LICENSE AT THIS POINT OF TIME.
my PRETTY FIT SANDAL is TORN.
customer SAYS IM RETARDED. I KNOW NTH BUT MONEY.
SO YA IM STUPID OK!
my school is starting, and this kind of thing happens to ME. WHY ME?
I HAVE TO PUT ON A HAPPY FACE WHEN IM ALL SO LOST.
my mum is dignosed with cancer. WHY?????????????????????????????? WHY CANCER WHY!

im GOING CRAZY SOON. REALLY. dont provoke me really. im suffering from this emotic feeling that i may just go bonkers anytime. YA ALL THE BAD THINGS COME. COME AT THIS BLOODY TIME!

i've just received a news that i have always fear. the day has come again. everything will not be fine for me. i can't smile like i just too anymore. my brain is not working, my heart is aching. dont question me for now because i know i will tear upon repeating the same news i heard.

i'm gg to be away for a long time. i hope i will cope well for my studies, otherwise i'll stop school for year3 and continue when time is right.
mummy, everything will b fine.

god, make miracles happen and give me strength to go through all this.

i'm so down on my luck today. argh. my most recently and favourite pair of slippers is spoilt. :( sighs. im so sleepy right now, but i've many more hrs to go. anyway, mabel, all Interior students have to report to school at 9am on monday for a briefing. no off days for ID students, only applicable to furniture classes. yup. in fact nth much for today, just that our department now consists of jewelry design and we need to meet up the requirement of 85% for our attendance. hah. oh yes and during assessment period if u were to be in hospital or MC, u've to submit ur work within 3 hrs of the actual time. lol.some more? lol. and oh ya remember the girl Tiffany? she's back in yr2. and the guy replacing hayati's original position is Casar BOO! and ur favourtite BEBE is in e same class as u. and hmm.... ross has rebonded her hair, nurul thinks she wanna cut hair bangs, clifford says lijuan hair like disaster(lol!!) shuting bought biscuits from china for us, i took a orientation mashmellow for u .. LOL. ron toh took me as u AGAIN, david tan very funny, clifford was late and came in at 10.10am. sabrina wore a top as if she is pregnant, hafifi is e main student leader of the day (CMI), we played stupid games like 007 bang, melvin wore a FOX shirt, page change damn lots, nurul pumps damn NICE, leo came for dunno wad stupid photography, erlina says ray look like yuhao.. detail enough? hah! meow.... prrrrrr!!~ yes we saw them today. .. . . .. naughty lil ****y. LOL.

oh ya check this out. pretty true. http://www.secret-loves.com/index.php?test=933604

omg. monday blues. y?
cos im back to modliving after a week again. lol. but anyway, the day shld be fine for me. i hope so? hehe. anyway, speaking about managing both work and studies, i know im never the sort who can do two things at one go. perhaps since the day i really worked hard for my exams in secondary school, i've always tried my very best to score the best of the best. partly because of my mum, and also my friends around who never fail to motivate me. (and i've to thanks to sharon, my brant!, cindy and so....) they are the ones who always work hard with me those days. even though we study hard, on the same time, we play hard as well. im a well-know loud and chatterbox then. hah! i hope so for now? i dun care if people may thing i'm crazy or irritating so long as im happy! lol.

so nevertheless in nafa, even though i dun really score well in the others, but i know i've always put in my best effort, my fullest strength. for me, art is something one can never do well for all subs. and the quote in chinese says, 'yi shan hai bi yi shan gao'. so yup, ive seen many mountains higher than me. lol. and i really taking off my hats 0ff those great artist. (example, melvin ong...lol)

so i've meet friends who can work and study at the same times, the closest one shld be chan li juan? lol. a lady who never fails to put on her happiest smile even though she is worn out with her studies and work. :) i hope we 3 will graduate together next year and exibit together! :)



the bloody heavy samples.


nah. i guess i will have to suffer bringing back 2 bloody hell big packs of fabric. mind u, each piece of fabric is A3 size and each slots consist of around 15 different fabrics and i've 50 over slots for free. its from a high end brand Moroso, all fabric from Moroso! yeah! i'm a happy kid ;p all thanks to my sweet colleagues. hehe. even though they are all 2003 samples but brand new and pretty! morever, it is all strictly not for customers. heh! great quality, great fabrics and most importantly free! so i hope i'll settle down happily for the materials i wanna look for. lady boss has strictly ask me to keep it confidential and personal. heh. maybe when my ladies need some it i will cut it for u instead of showing you the whole samples. (due to the quotings behind are subjective to company) (so yup since my blog is personal, of cause i will give it to my special love ones who are here! ;p)

im so frustrasted over myself lately. cos i've been spending on things alottt. sighs. all my hard earned money... :( i gonna stop buying those uneccessary items .... .. can i?

Sat.

teeheheheeehhhehee. i saw a toy poodle today! hehe! doggies just makes my DAY! but still i love Cola lots! :)


shall upload pics tmr!

i wonder is it gd to seperate gd friends apart? i mean..

quarrels do happen when frens get too close. (es. during projs and assessment time....)
misunderstandings and communication breakdown,
and sometimes maybe hmmm jealousy? envy? (the worst come to worst scenrio...)

so maybe its sometime positive as well for us right! and we can share different joys and stories in different class! :) more topics more gossips..

lastly, i need my PAY!

Happy 1yr 3 months honey! heh. how time flies.. heh. ok, its been a long time since i really blogged abt what i've been doing recently, therefore, i dun-know-where-shld-i-start-bloggingggg! lol.

its the 9th of july and exactly 14 days later will be the official school opening. *yawnns* lol. i still remember i used to be eager to go to school during sec sch days. Schooling was ever so fun when i was in Bowen. i came from a notorious class which no teacher even wanted to teach us at all and for each subject, we change up to 4 teachers every month or every week. LOL. especially History and mathematics. hah! because of this wild and united class spirit, we chase away teachers, make them cry and even quit teaching as a career. haha. see how insane we're. lol. i guess without 1G to 2H I'll never understand how much happy moments i had there.

i vividly remember a guy called Clarence from my class whose parents sell abalone as a family business. lOL. the relief teacher separate all of us into groups of 5. As the group members were chosen by HER, we hated her. lol! so childish i know.. .. but its fun! hah! aftermath, she gave us transparency to draw some pictures. so Clarence drew a female private part in-detail and flashed it on the OHP. the female relief teacher cried and ran off. and i feel so bad reminiscing the past right now. we must have hurt them badly. ... and the teacher i wanna expressed my gratitude was to Mrs Loi, a teacher who never fail to give us false hope. A wonderful teacher who love us so much which we have never stand in her shoe before. For all i know, she left the school when i was in Sec2 due to her family problem. I guess she was filing for a divorce of something. sighs. Without her, i'll never grow. never.

and i always believe in falling before I learn. And i always learn after i lose something. why? I've disappointed Mrs Li who pinned high hopes on me entering a JC. and the last word she gave me when she saw my results was, 'Joanne, dun be upset, you're still the best and you can do it..'


but i doubt so. was i naive to just follow my dreams which i dont even know if it will become my future sole income. what if i fail.... what if....

to be frank, im afraid of school reopen. i dont deny the fact that most of the students are already good in their computer skills or vice versa. i feel like i've been lacking all the way behind. but i hope, the home styling i've learnt, will guide me through. -sighs-

Joanne T
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