was my luck really that bad or was the attachment based on our results and attendance? i'm beginning to feel how the real world is and the ugly side of reality. seriously, the feeling is awful. it makes feel like im not wanted by anybody. how much more effort do i have to put in to achieve just a little name for myself?
am i born with this down luck or im really not for interior? am i going to be like this in future? i don't know what my future gonna be.... and for now, im too sick to bother abt anything surrounding me. hell demoralise.
what do i gain after so much?
anyway, all da best mabel! :)
